Here as I lay all deep in my head
I think of my thoughts that never can be said
Alone and abandoned mangled and used
Trampled on, dismembered beaten and abused
Tattered and broken shattered and scarred
From love's purest emotion forever I am barred
Death does not come easy but oh how it flaunts
In the depths and shadows everyday it does haunt
Satan himself many times does appear
To tease and to whisper
