It's just weird,
how people would ask me how I am
and I hesitate because I have a feeling that they won't understand or care
and I just reply 'I've been fine, I guess'.
But then I figure that saying 'Fine' all the times won't work out
so I decide to tell them more deeper how I've been.
What's so surprising is that none of them comment on my mood or how I've been.
It's like they are saying, 'whatever, so what if you're feeling down or happy'
I feel hurt that no one cares about what I say or how I've been,
not even my freaking mentor.
So I guess I'll stick to my stupid line 'I'm fine'
and lie every time about how I've been and my mood,
I'll just have to keep a smile on my face 24/7 to seem 'fine'
But it's whatever. Just whatever. No one freaking understands, and I've ran out of chances. Just leave me alone. -.-
Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/w-e/
