The fear of being what we really are puts us in a dilemma as it often makes things confusing for us to handle. Today, I wish to express something and it is about the love which I lost. Everyone, must be thinking that what is new in that?
If God was to say to me that I grant you a wish to get back your lost love, I would say to god that I love you my Holy Spirit. Dearest Almighty, my love for that very beautiful girl was very true. Only thing is that even after six years of emotional love with her I still was never able to date the girl I actually loved. So, now I am fulfilling my dream of dating her in my dreams. In my dreams I am taking her to McDonalds as both of us like fast food a lot. My favourite being Maharaja Mac as it is very filling for my stomach and I am really very fond of eating tasty things. She is always very happy so she loves the Happy Meal. I and she are actually truly opposite as I always have a serious look though she is always smiling with her beautiful white teeth. When she smiles I just feel so mesmerized by her beauty. Even in dreams I try to not smile with my full open mouthed smile as my teeth are slightly yellow. So, when she is sitting in front of me I feel so hesitant while I try to smile.
The fact is that I am just very lucky to have her presence in my imaginings. Then both of us share French Fries and sip Coke together from the same straw. I must say that now the Coke is even sweeter and I guess it is due to the fact that she is with me. With my sweetheart I am on a sweet date to a fast food chain. Everything was just wonderful until I heard a Good Bye from her. I asked that why do you have to leave? To it she replied I have to return as God is calling me back since my time is limited.
When she left I was weeping profusely as I was searching for her everywhere. I could not locate her ever again. Just one date with her I still dream for.
Rohit Sapra
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