I'm lying here staring at the ceiling
Cause I can't keep my eyes closed
Trying to paint a picture in my mind
Of who I want to be
Cause I am tired of being this little girl
Who never knows anything
The little girl who is so alone
I want to be happy and not alone
Not wondering where I belong
This life of mine is getting old
I tried so hard to rid this life
But every attempt failed
So I am stuck here
And I am alone and far away from paradise
November 29,2007
ESPN CHICK
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