i feel it is near
time to take my own life
i still have some fear
will it be a cut from a knife
will it be the bang from a gun
or the breakdown of pills
non of which are fun
but all of which kills
or will it be the decay or a mind
as it lives on
and new ideas defined
maybe theses wont be cons
if only i see the light
then may i put up my fight
Logan Glover
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-fight-2/