If I could just understand why I push them away.
They get close and I put up walls.
I'm afraid of commitment.
I dread what they expect from me.
I can't fullfill their needs or my needs.
Will happiness come my way?
Do I dare let it?
How will I react to love?
The same way I always have...I run or I ruin the situation.
I am too happy now with a certain man and I can't relax in the situation.
I think of things to say to let him out.
Will happiness come my way?
If it does I think I will destroy it, like I do all of them..am I so afraid of men?
Will happiness come my way?
teri bronte
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/will-happiness-come-my-way/
