No matter how it happened
You always seem to wonder
How we made it to this point
But, now were one no longer
The emptiness and solitude
Of reason and belief
The sadness and the depression that
You never seem to see
The sweat that trickles
Down my face
My eyes they burn
My heart, it races
My stomach’s tied
Into a knot
It feels like I
Have just been shot
I hate you, then I love you
I love you, then I hate
Why so much of this discussion
And why must we debate
I cannot live without you
Yet we can never be together
Is there even such a thing
As 'longer than forever'?
A part of me
Will not let go
And the other side
...It just says no
I'm lost inside myself
I'm lost forever more
I wish I had the key
To unlock this f**king door
Feelings,
Feelings,
Endless
Dreaming
Love, lust,
Heart ache, sadness
Anger, fury,
And total madness! !
What should I think
What should I be feeling
Should I be happy
Or should my wrists be bleeding?
Take this blade
And carve a lie
Into my skin
Or into the sky
Into the night
Written in stars
Some of them tears...
...Others are scars
The oceans can dry
With spring in October
...My ending is here...
...We're finally over....
We had a good run...
And I'll never forget
Please don't forget me....
And please don't regret...
Ryan Joseph Holder
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-end-59/
