If I could not find a way then I must try to salvage part of my day
Thinking, breathing, debating about time and the spaces between
When nothing compares with everything and no solution is found
Hide and seek, remember and forget the past and present
See you hanging around ducking down behind the corners
I never could explain what I’ve seen and don’t believe
Failure within success, inspiration of voids in life
All the weight falls on me crashing the world of make-believe
If I could sell my soul for a piece of mind
Then I could make the wrong seem right even in the night
With daylight fading faster and the night lasting longer everyday
I still don’t know where I belong, neither here nor there or in between
Life is not what it was before; all these dreams I’ve never seen
It seems too far to reach with the mistakes that plaque my existence
I’m not ashamed only afraid of exactly who I’ve become today
And who it is that will stand before God on judgment day.
C.R. Ebowski
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/judgement-day-3/
