You, me and this love thing going on. Together we can fall but why am I the only one who’s spinning ‘round and round on this pit of uncertainty? Yes it’s true that I’m happy being with you, I am perfectly considering that, it’s one thing that I can not deny but is it enough having you? Just you – will I not be considered a selfish bitch for wanting more and more of you? – I could prolong holding your nearness in silence even if it could mean that I will be in total wreck. Guilty – as I am charge but are you in guilt too as we locked those lips and held each others soul to that place where we could convince our selves that we are holier than by law? I’m strong – I always say but in truth I’m always striving hard as I falter beneath this jealousy as it strike. How could I not learned my lesson well and let history repeat itself again. But we love – do we? Could it save us both? – this question kept dancing and bouncing over my head and those pertinent answers that I could not learn to place are trapped between reality and made up dreams. My sanity is at stake; my heart can not be tame. If you really care – see me, don’t just need me but love me, if you do… set me free, let go… I said leave… I meant – choose us.
catty Alonzo
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