its way to late and you dont care
somehow i smile and run a hand through my hair
I wish things didnt unfold this way
but you dont care...so what can i say?
You always listen, but you never see
cant you read what is obviously
written on my face as you come near
you dont care, or you'd be here
cant you hear it in my words
hidden clues but you've never heard
cant you feel the goosebumps on my skin
my heart was yours to win
cant you see it on my arm
the scrapes from self inflicted harm
the confusion, the hope, the despair?
no its obvious...you'll never care
but why can't i stop thinking of you
and why can't i forget whats through
its over and done and you dont understand
all i want....is to hold your hand
i'll reread this until we meet again
think of your face and what i cant win
but somehow all my pain inside
is gone when i see your smile
until i get home and then it shows
on my arm, you'll never know
I lie to cover the pain of you
and you believe my false truth
kiss my arm and make my hurt go away
but you wont, so my pain'll stay
hurt by you, yet i still adore
the guy who's got me at an internal war
casualty of love, that is me
but i'd do it all again just to be
feeling what i feel and dreaming what i dream
but you'll never see what you mean to me
and you'll never be....
here with me
wild fire
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-i-wanna-say-and-what-he-ll-never-know/
