Tum agar mujhko naa chaaho
Tum agar mujhko naa bulao
Phir bhi chupchaap seh lengen hum
Tum kahin kisi aur ki ho jaao
Tum kahin kisi ki dhadkan ban jao
Yeh kabhi bardaasht naa kar sakengen hum
Yeh zindagi ne kyaa khel racha
Kisi ko gale lagaaya to kisi se ishq kiya
Humara aaj vajood hai bas tumse
tumhari tanhayee ki sakht dhoop sekta hoon main aise
Tumhari khaali daaman ki chaadar odta hoon main aise
Tumhare seene ke dard ko seenchta hoon main aise
Tumhe sitaron ki duniyaan mein bhagan le jaayoon
Par yeh naa ho sakta thaa naa hua
Kisi aur kaa daaman tumne pakda
Mera paagalpan aur paagal hua
Tum agar mujhko naa chaaho
Tum agar mujhko naa bulao
Phir bhi chupchaap seh lengen hum
Tum kahin kisi aur ki ho jaao
Tum kahin kisi ki dhadkan ban jao
Yeh kabhi bardaasht naa kar sakengen hum
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Even if you dont love me
Even if you dont call me
I can silently endure that.....
But if you become someone else's
If you become someone's heartbeat
I would never be able to tolerate that
This life has played such tricks
I embraced someone but love someone else
Today my identity stems from you
I get warmed by the intensity of your loneliness
I wear the silence of your empty life
I water the pain in your deserted heart
I wish I could fly you away to a world of swirling stars
But this was not possible and it did not happen
You have held someone else's hand
I have become even more insane
Even if you dont love me
Even if you dont call me
I can silently endure that.....
But if you become someone else's
If you become someone's heartbeat
I would never be able to tolerate that
Renu Rakheja a.k.a Tranquil Ocean
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/o-19-bilingual-yeh-paagal-ishq-insane-love/
