Despair fills my heart
Resentment stays in my soul
And I know why
It's because I cannot forgive you
But here I am now.
Walking down on the living world
Fighting for a better future
And hoping for a better tomorrow
Yet I cannot smile freely as I wish
For my heart is filled with regret
But I am only human and not God
Who can forgive a man's sins
Still I hope that someday in my life
My heart and soul can forgive you
I am sorry dad for my cold heart
But you are going to have to wait for my love
Until then I will wear this mask
Until then when I can finally laugh
Tears of sorrow ...
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