I feel so guilty
I feel so bare
I feel as if I’m dieing
From how much I care
I can’t help but want
To help all my friends
But this hurting inside
Must come to an end
I have no emotion
With my outside stare
But deep in my soul
Stands a devils glare
He rips me to shreds
Like a lawyer gone mad
Tearing at my wall
Showing my sad
I don’t want to let
Anyone know
How much I can’t stand this
How much I wish to go
I am suicidal
Shocking but true
And not only alone
Do I feel so used?
I drown in my weakness
I bleed in my shame
I find a way to calm me
And discover only blame
But I will stay silent
Even when I am loud
And maybe when I die
I might draw a crowd
Abby Wesson
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/she-loves-you/
