In a soap opera storyline kind of mood I wrote this dark tale of 2 sisters caught in an unholy war.
Something had to change
Somehow I had to take her off her high and mighty throne
Always thinking that she was better than me
More loved than me
It was driving me insane
It was driving me to this one last desperate act
An act of which I am not ashamed
An act for which I will ask no forgivness nor mercy
For I know in my coldest of darknest hearts that I was right and in a perfectly sane state of mind when.....
I had my sister raped
One night
One cruel heartless memory to haunt her forever more
That's all I know that it would take
To get my long sought after revenge and finally put a smile on my face
Laughing as the tears ran down hers
Adopted little b*****
Now tell me if you can
Past the bruises and the pain
Tell me now if you dare
Who's the better sister now?
Planned and arranged ever so carefully
Through she knows and will always that I had it done
Never no never
Will my little sibling witch ever be able to prove what I had done to her
No evidence
No one to witness
The perfect crime is mine
As I pretend sympathy
Whispering to mom and dad that maybe just maybe
For big sister's own good we should lock her away in a loony bin
For only the next 25 years or so
Am I wrong?
No it was justifed
She got what she deserved
Lucky to still be alive
With my hate so vile and out of control
If I had just said the word
I could have had her killed and not in a pretty bloodless way
No instead I let her off easy
I let her off with a warning
A warning to my sister dear to stay forever away
Far far away from me, mama and daddy or........
So sorry dearest but if you don't heed these last words of my parting prose then I just might
Oh yes I just might have to have you.................
RAPED AGAIN!
2007 Ramona Thompson
Ramona Thompson
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