I sit here wondering what's going on
With the one I need, the one who's gone
The one who has drifted away from me
And yet I'll need her in the end au lycée
If she would see, I would be content
If we both could only just repent
I don't know how, I don't know when
I just wish that we were closer again
I haven't lost her as of yet
But I'm losing her and I do regret
I never had her, why does this sting
It seems that wanting is all she'll bring
So until next time my fair girl
When at last I might unfurl
The true things that I want to tell
But saying them will hurt like hell
I think it is the hardest thing
We don't need each other the bells sing
I can't handle all your pain
Go through it or forget my bane
I know you need someone; I don't want you to leave us
Whether good or bad, I know it's grievous
I cannot do what Alex will do,
No matter how good it is for you
I couldn't put you through that 'cause I'm weak
Any pain for you would make me shriek
I can't even stand you being more reclusive
My questions’ answers are getting less conclusive
This isn't your fault, it's entirely mine
I'm so sorry already that I drew this line
I hope this isn't goodbye forever
But it is goodbye, I'll forget you never
Josh West
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/everything-i-want-to-tell-you-now/
