Secret me, a different life,
Another twin, another me.
She looks like me,
Smells like me.
But she doesn't act like me.
Oh wait she is still me,
So all that was me.
Confusing.
So all the things she does,
Are me still.
Hmmm, alter egos aren't so good,
Can't be whole,
Can't be pure.
It's like a different life,
I see her as a different girl,
How do I face up to being me?
How do I bring these two me's together?
My past isn't as far behind me as I thought,
It caught right up,
Smacked me in the face.
I'd like to say I'm not ashamed,
But I am, I did wrong.
I'm splintered not sure who I am.
To bring myself back together... I used to post poems under a different name, well no more secrets they are now under this name alone.
Moya Levy
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/0124-secret-me/