Try to forget you,
but never succeed,
Your awing presence,
My soul seems to need,
As much as I hate you,
I can't think any other way,
Wanting you to leave,
But wanting you to stay,
Which way do I go?
How to decide?
Face you head on?
Or flee; run; hide?
I need to figure out,
How I should deal,
How I should cope,
With how I painfully feel,
Kieran J1996
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-try-try-and-try-again/