It seems that life wont be getting better anytime soon
and it cant possibly get any worse.
so why dont i do whats expected of me, no it wont make me happy
and it deffinatly wont make me, me.
but everyone else will smile, i will finally be whats excepted of me.
isnt that all everyone wants anyways?
to be in the 'in crowd' and go to all the parties
to get the guy that everyone dreams about
and to be the girl that all the other girls envy.
ill let that guy do what ever he wants with me
even if it involves lowering my standards
and becoming the new whore.
ill do the things i never thought i would do
the things i told myself i never would do
just so that im the one in the lime light
not the other girl competing for my spot.
Ill post pictures of me in my underwear on myspace
and talk dirty to nasty old men.
ill become everything i never wanted to be
just to be what everyone else expects of me
Wishing For Perfection
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/expectations-12/
