You are the ray of sunshine
in my darkest hour
Across the baron landscape
you shine;
you are a beautiful flower
The world weighs heavy on my shoulders
my face,
slapped and hit
why is it your birthday
you are nothing but a shit!
Why am i so gutless
is it all my fault?
becoause i'm told i am no good
and desrvered the last assult
is it a happy birthday?
for some
but not for me
my tears are rolling down my face
why don't others see?
sometimes i wish i could find
a peacefull,
better place.
were i felt safe and secure
without the bruises on my face
is it a happy birthday?
for some but not for me
i am told i am so useless
and should be swinging from a tree
next year it may be better
i live with that one hope
but all the time
she makes her plans
and makes the noose in that there rope
one day i will be strong enough to do what i want to do
untill that day
i enjoy the company
of one as beautiful as you
To a very special friend TS
Mr. Jeff
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-sadness-of-birthdays/
