I spent my years isolated
Couldn't live with myself
I was trouble as a young kid
My tears didn't help
Very depressing and it was evident I'd fade to the deep
All alone like these four walls came at me
Barracaded cuz my mind state I just wanted to die
Never happiness Just sad time living a lie
Rater leave me I was suicidal Slittin' my wrist
Mamma thinking I was crazy Like use some sense
And on them days I was feeling I was paining inside
It wasn't me It was my inner feeling coming alive
I remember waking up like I was going to school
Left me standing in the hospital Locked in this room
Put away I was a troubled kid losing my mind
Fallin' short Of what they expected from me everytime
So don't fault me if you meet me And I look to be strange
I'm just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain
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Sunshine to the rain
When it comes it goes again
Even when the story ends
Just turn the page and begin again
Sunshine on cloudy days
Don't hate me I'll never change
Thankful I was made this way
Your sunshine for cloudy days
Now I was raised in a neighborhood
With half of a dime
If you was real it was understood
It showed in your eyes
Every corner had a different hustle
Sprawled on your face
Drug wars
Growin' up raw cuz violence the case
.... had to move along
Quiet it's kept
Spoken words got you dealt with
So ride with yourself
I'm a juvenile
They telling me get down for they wealth
No getting high
Cuz when you gettin' high
You needing some help
As far as help
Mine was middle though
You know how that go
Psychologically
I deal with demons talkin' in codes
Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus
Somewhere on this road
Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no
Better of if I was dead
Cuz they killing me slow
All in all it's just a part of my life
Watching the show
Ain't nothing never came to niggaz sleep
Except for a dream
It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen
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